Gemma Ward; The Girl Who Will Feature On The Fourth Series of Pirates of The Carribean Is a Model or Maybe The Other Way Around

The title said it. Hell the title said everything.
I will post some editorials of her

Guess the pictures are pretty old, like years ago

Bullshit

This is a song I just wrote, I might change the lyrics a little bit later, because I broke my guitar. Maybe it would describe lyrics yet rather than song because I haven't been working on the chords. Anway this song is called Bullshit. Because people keep talking bulls but unable to commit,

Don’t you dare to break the twine

You have a severe pain hidden beneath

You’ve vowed to spin until

But you’re unable to accomplish even the littlest things

it seems

You wish you can just exit and ignore

I wish your life was not such a talk

Couldn’t you bear for just another moment in time?

Your disregard might have been endangering

I gotta say

Looking at you I can’t help but to disdain

You’re desperate of help but you can’t see

Because you’re blind

The cover of the book is too deceiving, oh baby

Nothing is as it seems

But you can’t escape when you’re

Imprisoned underneath

Don’t you dare to start what you can’t finish

The world is too critical of your lies

If you ever meet the sea then you’ll be drowned alive

Actually it was your own fault you relinquished from the decision

You wish you can just exit and ignore

I wish your life was not such a talk

Couldn’t you bear for just another moment in time?

Your disregard might have been endangering

I gotta say

Looking at you I can’t help but to disdain

You’re desperate of help but you can’t see

Because you’re blind

The cover of the book is too deceiving, oh baby

Nothing is as it seems

But you can’t escape when you’re

Imprisoned underneath

You don’t have to deny

You can’t make up your mind now

But later you could lose your mind

That’s why I’m saying

Looking at you I can’t help but to symphatize

You need a light to see

Because you’re blind

So you can’t see the wound you’ve been piling

You’d realize when fate decides to bring the matters at hand

And prove you were wrong

But you can’t take matters to the past

And rewind the time

Fiona Apple (1997)

I don't know, suddenly I just want to post pictures of my favourite artist since I was a child.

Sorry- I ran out of ideas of posting anything

The Ultimate German Word I Learned Reading The Book Thief

Saumensch. It was intensely used on the book.

Taylor Momsen is a Bad Bad Girl(?)

Do you know that IMG trade Taylor Momsen for Dakota Fanning? BURN. Well, here it is. Some people said it's because she became a 'bad girl' or 'not a good example for kids' since The Pretty Reckless but I gotta say it's bullshit. Taylor is not really bad (except for the fact she flashed her boobs that was- well I'm speechless). I mean, not all people has to be bubbly, and sweet, and nice. It should be fine to be a little 'bad'. And what kind of kids would idolize her at first place? She's not a disney star, yes she was on Gossip Girl. But at least people who watch Gossip Girl are around thirteen so they're not really 'kids'. I think she was out of IMG because she's not that tall, for a model. IMG standard height is 175 cm for adult models (16-years-old and above) and she's 173cm [sorry for the cm! I'm kinda lost in feets]. For teen models (14-15 years-old) it's around 165 cm I think. Also, maybe it's because she's more focused on her band than modelling right now. I mean, she was fourteen, who wouldn't want to be a model at fourteen?

I've always been a Taylor fan since Gossip Girl (infact I knew her way before The Pretty Reckless because of Gossip Girl). And I like her even more since The Pretty Reckless. I like her songs, and the best thing is- she's a musician, not a singer. It's refreshing to see these kind of bands aside from those disney singers and shit. Though her first song may be a rookie mistake. Well the song is pretty great, but the lyrics, and the song-everything is very amateur. It's good, but it's very ameteur. And it seems like a song that a ten years old who just listened to his father's old cds. Her style too- oh my god looking back a year/couple years ago, she is so different from now. I mean just look at her styles back then.

She looked like a rockstar wannabe- still a bubbly girl but nuh-uh. And what' with the hairstyle- speechless.

But now, she's like done with the awkward stage and found herself. Her styles- her songs, her covers. I like her demo songs it's her, and it's real. The songs in Light Me up are just too commercial (except for a few), it's like she didn't do that for herself, but what she was asked to do (really Taylor? :( you're gonna be a sell out too?). What I know is she rocks in doing covers I think it's better than the original. Well she was just like a pro there, better than before. And her style now,

Awesome - it's like she just broke out of her shell and not so awkward as before.

But I hope she won't go further from this

(CREEPY!). She really could be a 'devil's advocate' ._. I hope she'd focus on writing songs than flashing her boobs. I mean COME ON. Light Me up (album) was a fail, you should learn from there Taylor.

Those are pretty much what I think of Taylor, now.

Anway, fun facts of Taylor: do you realize that Taylor looks like Hanna Marin from Pretty Little Liars?

I know right? Oh and another thing, Taylor's an arsonist (okay maybe this part is not really fun)

Here Come Sickness

They got some pretty good shit. I think I'm starting to like Mudhoney now.

I've Been Living in a Denial

I was on an identity crisis. Well you know, in teenage years, you're prone to those kind of stuff. It was stressful, and everything you do just don't seem right. Everything I do seemed to be a denial- of things. And the worst was, because of the running-from-reality stuff, I gained weight. How? Because that's what I do, when I'm running away from something, I eat.

But I'm very glad that is now all over. Well at least I hope so, last year I think I was in a identity crisis too, but it took me longer to realize that I was at stake. But last year was much more-so much more. I don't want to talk to you about that. Anyway, this year I was on an identity crisis for around five months. But the climax is first month and the last month (just before now). The rest of it was not so bad (that's why it's really different from last year) but I know it's a denial. I knew it was a denial, but I didn't know what to do, and I didn't know what was it from. That's why it is and identity crisis.

And this is what brought me, to be someone, what ended my identity crisis


Yes, him. Last night I heard this song on the radio and- I felt the feeling I use to feel. It was the best- the happiest or, you know, you name it. It's not just that it was also the sex dream I had tonight (but more to that later). And it struck me why I left those lifestyle (P.S. this was Kurt's favourite song)

1. It got me into much trouble.

2. I was abandoned by a friend.

I had the biggest doubt of my life last night. Not to mention I'm the "can't decide" type. Would the trouble I'll get into is going to be worth it? But then, I just realized that the trouble I had was caused by the friend who abandoned me. I could just be back to the lifestyle but still avoid some trouble. Mostly, everything I did has been a denial of him-my friend. What if my life would not be in order like it was anymore? What about my grades? Denial. It was all a nothing but a denial. I was so uptight and it was a denial, I didn't  know what to do so I studied a lot and it was a denial. It was all a denial! Denial, denial, denial. I've been living in a denial and I hated it. So I want this to end, now.

I want to be what I used to be, and this starts now. I want to be as carefree, apathetic, cool, and 'don't give a fuck' like I used to. I want some friends to get wasted in front of a small minimarket or behind someone's house like we used to. So this is what I am now, what I used to be. And I don't want to run away from it ever. I don't want to deny this again, the things that I love. I don't give a shit- this world is so full of bullshit anyway.

I live and breathe grunge. and I'm glad to say it again.

Find Makarov

Big news today for the millions of Call of Duty players and fans out there, it looks like we can expect some form of a reveal for the next Call of Duty title in less than one week!

Bloody dogtags, bearing the name of the late General Sheperd of Modern Warfare 2 fame were sent out to media websites and began arriving today. The dogtags bear the words, 'End the War' and include the URL FindMakarov

(AWESOME)

(this was my own printscreen)

Buuuuuut, turns out it's just a hoax.

(source)

Though some people believe that Activision is lying, or we'll get a very special surprise when the timer is up.

"Game Developers Conference (GDC) kicks off on Monday, so a reveal planned for Wednesday would be a very likely event."

Either way, we're all waiting for the countdown. I know I do ._.

Irina Shayk Talks About Being On Sports Illustrated Cover

Try to spell her longer name 'Irina Shaykhlishlamova'

Adriana Lima Vogue Brasil February 2011

it said that "her eyelashes changed. Of course they looked amazing making eyes bigger and more open. However, these eyelashes played the bad trick either. Adriana wasn’t that normal girl anymore. She was a doll, a puppet, with no real expression that excited." -millionlooks

I don't completely agree, sure what it said was quite true. But with this shoot it actually shows a different side of Adriana. Doesn't mean that she has changed, but just a different side of her- the more high fashion, mature kinda way. Of course I like the normal, sexy babe look. But I'd also like to see this side of her-

I love the first dress she's wearing from these four last picture. Just- gotta have it.

I Am Testing My Courage

Some of my friends said that Resident Evil is a cool action shooting games just like Call of Duty or Bad Company, and they encourage me to buy it. I've always known that Resident Evil has zombies in it, but I've always thought it's more of a science fiction/action game than horror. I mean just look at the cover

But when I look inside and it's like

OH MY GOSH THIS IS A TOTAL RIP-OFF

When I turned on the game and was on the main menu I was like "Shit man this must be like some kind of silent hill or shit" and I was going to ditch the game and play Call of Duty instead

But then, I thought it may be good for me, you know to not chicken out. So, I decided to play it and let's see how it goes B-|

Raina Hein by Wade Gunderson

The woman could not get anymore perfect. Y U SO PERFECT